EST. 2022
#mare. #twentyfour. #he/they/it.
#butch. #lesbian.
BLOGROLL: #gravesents. #madammacleod. #doubleosix.
i, the writer, go by mare using he + they + it and masculine terms. cdt timezone. i am twentyâfour and therefore will not interact with minors. i prefer to write only with those over the age of twentyâone. please tag all depictions of needles / syringes, cancer, nooses / hangings, abuse, and graphic imagery or detail of decomposition. additionally, suicide / self harm and overdosing can be extremely sensitive topics for me in and out of character.
CONTENT graphic content will often appear in varying degrees. mothermary1983 will and may already feature content such as the following: religious and mythos traumas, gore, body horror, cannibalism, death and resurrection, suicide / suicidal ideation, generational abuse and trauma, domestic violence and abuse, ďšinternalizedďš lesbophobia, and more. THIS IS A SEMILEWD ACCOUNT. SEXUAL AND SUGGESTIVE THEMES WILL NOT BE TAGGED AND MAY OCCASIONALLY APPEAR ON THE TIMELINE.
ACTIVITY i am low activity and as such, i may occasionally disappear; for this reason, my discord ⸝ where i am most of the time ⸝ is available for mutuals only. twitter is my main platform and my blogs are not highly demanded, but i am usually around. shoot me a message, interact with something months old, interact with calls from weeks ago ⌠i donât mind. iâll get around to things.
INTERACTION tag me, send me asks, send memes, respond to opens, et cetera. i reserve the right to unfollow, ďšsoftďš block, or not respond to what i am sent at any and all times ⸝ i do, however, take some time to reply. muse can be a fickle thing for me, and i can go weeks or even months without replying to a thread; but i do communicate when i drop threads and expect the same of my partners.
DYNAMICS this blog is multiverse, multiship, and crossover friendly. i limit myself to twoâthree ships per verse so as to avoid mine and othersâ confusion.
romantically, mary is a lesbian and will always be written accordingly. as mentioned, this portrayal explores comphet and may also include mentions and narratives involving sex as a form of self harm; she has had many involvements, both sexual and romantic, with cis men and this is not ignored or sugarcoated. tl;dr ⌠i will not tolerate ignorance around the nuances of lesbianism and experiences with lesbianism.
RESPECT otherwise, my remaining request is for you respect me as a writer and as a writer that loves their content and muse. i donât need to be familiarized with your opinions of her / her actions. iâm not someone who enjoys hearing of someoneâs dislike or hatred for muses i write and adore. i have a zero tolerance standard for any and all âantiâmary / mary antisâ (misogyny in general); there is no room for debate or argument here. i am, above all, a devout believer of returning energy.
DO NOT INTERACT + BLACKLISTă ¤ do not follow / attempt to interact with me if: you are or your account is lewd only, whitewashing, aging up minors, genderbending / âcisâswapping,â racist, queerphobic, antisemitic, sexist, zionist, etc. the fetishization or romanticization of pedophilia, incest, and rape are not welcome here. do not follow / interact with me if you frequent the verses, write the characters, or use any of the faceclaims listed below.
BLACKLIST: please do not follow / interact with me if you frequent the verses, write the characters, or use any of the faceclaims listed below.
⢠verses : harry potter + fantastic beasts, hazbin hotel, jjba, the terrifier, it, stranger things, scream.
⢠faceclaims : any individuals in whitewashed roles. any individuals known for participating in or supporting the above criteria. ⌠johnny depp, benedict cumberbatch, martin freeman, haley atwell, shawnee smith, robert downey jr. ⌠supernatural specific: david haydn jones, mark pellegrino, misha collins, alona tal, amy gumenick.
HEAVEN SENT.

in twenty sixteen, amara resurrected bornâandâraised hunter mary winchester by way of a false cain pit: maryâs own empty grave. in the months to come, the winchester matriarch struggled with belonging ⸝ uncertain where she belonged in a life she never intended for her sons. she grew distant and, upon halfhearted confession, would flee altogether.
weeks of solitude hunting and aimless travel passed before a funeral lured mary home and reconnected she and her sons with whom she promised to soon return. but even so, their motherâs loyalty / honesty remained so limited: mary began working with the british men of letters,
kept her alliance with them private until the death of a friend and near deaths of her boys. however late, rebellion came and the organization met it with crueler correction. mary, born and remade weapon, fell victim to onceâsworn allies.
but as cursed lineage promises, tragedy befell once more. false idol rose again and upon striking the devil himself, fell into newly discovered dimension. made unwilling ally to lucifer, then imprisoned by this universeâs michael, she later joined a resistance against angels entirely. her place and status within allowed the winchester brothers to locate then later excavate the group into their own world ⸝ from which the winchesterâs promised to aid them in the war.
their relief shortâlived, michael resurfaced within their dimension, intent upon destroying theirs rather than his own. in his return he inhabited dean, revealed to be his true vessel, and left mary and sam without him. in his absence, the former began recreating the american men of letters ⸝ briefly headed by sam ⸝ and handled most of the new huntersâ training and assigned cases to whomever⌠but the winchestersâ focus never strayed from finding dean.
deanâs return / michaelâs presumed restraint / luciferâs death led unto almost human trial: nick, luciferâs longterm vessel, took interest in the lone matriarch⌠and her apparent failure. although unwilling, mary accompanied him to a unit in which an enochian puzzle box remains.
in it, the demon responsible for his familyâs deaths and his own descent into madness ⸝ the demon mary allowed to live even if only a limited life. the boys once again arrive to her rescue; abraxas was executed by nick following an admission that lucifer ordered the deaths of his family. donna hanscum, accompanying the winchester brothers, arrested nick who later escaped.
one final relocation of nick brought about his death at jackâs hands no less. mary watched, stood by and pled with him for nickâs life, and this alone cost the hunter her own life.
promised aid, a declaration of chosen / found family, the hovered concern of a false mother ⸝ cost her the resurrection sheâd been gifted; but alike repeated lazarus, in eldestâs blind and selfish rage she rose again. brought back in kind, to dean and sam and their grief, to a kinder intentâŚ
once more a false idol from an empty grave, meredith reigns at the men of lettersâ crown / as mother and martyr / as legend.
GIVEN NAME meredith sandra campbell.
THIS IS A DEAD NAME AND IS OTHERWISE UNKNOWN UNLESS A DIRECT RELATIVE [ SAM, DEAN, OR JOHN ].
CHOSEN NAME mary winchester.
EPITHET(S) the martyr; the winchester.
AGE thirtyâseven. realistically, seventy [ born 5 december 1954 ].
SEX afab. GENDER IDENTITY nonconforming lesbian primarily using she&her pronouns. [ comfortable with most gendered terminology. ]
ORIGIN highlands, north carolina.
LAST SIGHTED in burr oak, kansas.
PARENTAL FIGURES samuel&deanna campbell.â
SIBLINGS joshua campbell [ & jolene campbell, joshuaâs wife ]. mary macleod [ doppelgänger ].
MARITAL STATUS widowed. [ mostly verse dependent ⸝ multiship. ]
CHILDREN sam&dean winchester.
COMPANIONS male belgian malinois deemed judas. female longhair dachshund deemed mama. palomino stallion deemed million dollar man. mule gelding deemed ransom.
AFFILIATION PAST, latika desai, carlos. the men of letters [ the british chapter ].
CURRENT, the winchesterâs, the reformed men of letters [ the american chapter ]. the wayward sisters. the macleodâs. the morningstarâs.
CRIMES COMMITTED credit card fraud, breaking and entering, impersonation [ fbi, cia, homeland security, cdc, etc. ], grave desecration, assaulting an officer, arson, grand theft auto [ stealing several cars a car ], kidnapping, murder, mass murder, disturbing a crime scene, and more.
TIME SERVED none.
STATUS legally dead.
DATE OF DEATHS 02 november 1983. december 2019.
CAUSE OF DEATHS died in a housefire on 2 november 1983 and resurrected by amara in 2016. snapped by jack kline in december 2019 and resurrected by dean winchester this same month.
FACECLAIM samantha smith.
HEIGHT 5â10â.
EYES blueâeyed.
HAIR blonde.
SCARS offcentered, horizontal scar on her left palm lain nearest the outer side. lacerated scarring stretching from her shoulder blade over shoulder ďšmars the moonflower tattooďš. various scarring over either handâs knuckles.
TATTOOS&PIERCINGS âsamâ and âdeanâ on either of her inner wrists in lowercase gothic font. both sets of fingers read âhvn sentâ in gothic font with the right index ďšthe same hand as âhvnâďš picturing a revolver. on maryâs right arm, a halfâsleeve spanning from shoulder ďšstretching over the back thereofďš to an inch or so above her elbow of moonflowers. a snippet of proverbs 31:10, âwho can find a virtuous woman? for her worth is far above rubies.â in script above the antiâpossession tattoo. a depiction of a stillâfalling lucifer on the right side of her abdomen. moose antler on the same forearm as samâs name in honor of youngest child. angel wings on lower back.
MEDIUMSHIP
her return to earth and life on it tore a veil for mary winchester: on their first âfamily hunt,â she experienced her otherwise unknown ability in mediumship.
LADY LAZARUS
rather than resurrect with memory intact, amara placed mary in her empty grave and sat idly by as she crawled her way from hellâs mouth ⸝ unknowing of her hellblazed death and from which realm she crawled.
HELLFIRE
mary does not remember burning, but her body does: the most prominent scar lay on her right shoulder over which now lay a tattoo. some other scars appear and fade within days, leaving little else in their wake than the soft searing of hellfire.
DAMAGED GOODS
opposed to canon, mary reigns nickâs ⸝ luciferâs by extension ⸝ final victim. he nearly succeeded in gutting mary, leaving her with another scar to bare similar to the one left by azazel.
MEREDITH âANGELâ WINCHESTER
the winchester name was coined by mary ďš and john ďš on a whim â over a refusal to keep either her own fatherâs name or take johnâs. on the other hand, john coined the names âmaryâ and âmareâ for her, the latter of which she loathes. / recently, meredith has earned the named ANGEL.
BLADESMITHING
during a hiatus from hunting, meredith adopted a hobby in welding; and from welding grew a skill in bladesmithing ⸝ equipping she and few others with custom blades.
ANGELâS
in october of 2025, mary opens her bar deemed angelâs, an even field between hunters / demons while eventually established as a hunterâs hub.
HEAVEN SENT.
HEAVEN SENT.
in late august of 2024, a woman by the name of jolene extends an invitiation to mary winchester from a declining ranch seated in monowi, nebraska; upon meeting, the former confesses herself a marriedâin campbell wedded to maryâs estranged brother ⸝ and confesses, too, the hardship she alone faces.
itâs decided without joshua that the ranch will be signed over to mary and later repurposed as an american men of lettersâ headquarters, replacing the lebanon bunker as its main chapter.
in november 2025, the ranch completes its remodel and begins staffing itself ⸝ hunter majority ⸝ as well as enacting usual business underground.
CHOSEN NAME mary winchester.
EPITHET(S) the martyr; the winchester.
AGE thirtyâseven. realistically, seventy [ born 5 december 1954 ].
ORIGIN highlands, north carolina.
LAST SIGHTED in monowi, nebraska.
OCCUPATION founder of angelâs and the winchester ranch. acting head of the american chapter (men of letters).
PARENTAL FIGURES samuel&deanna campbell.â
SIBLINGS joshua campbell [ & jolene campbell, joshuaâs wife ]. mary macleod [ doppelgänger ].
CHILDREN sam&dean winchester.
MARITAL STATUS married.
COMPANIONS male belgian malinois deemed judas. female longhair dachshund deemed mama. palomino stallion deemed million dollar man. mule gelding deemed ransom.
AFFILIATION PAST, latika desai, carlos. the men of letters [ the british chapter ].
CURRENT, the winchesterâs, the winchester ranch, the reformed men of letters [ the american chapter ]. the wayward sisters. the macleodâs. the morningstarâs.
CRIMES COMMITTED credit card fraud, breaking and entering, impersonation [ fbi, cia, homeland security, cdc, etc. ], grave desecration, assaulting an officer, arson, grand theft auto [ stealing several cars a car ], kidnapping, murder, mass murder, disturbing a crime scene, and more.
TIME SERVED none.
STATUS legally dead.
FACECLAIM samantha smith.
HEIGHT 5â10â.
EYES blueâeyed.
HAIR blonde.
SCARS offcentered, horizontal scar on her left palm lain nearest the outer side. lacerated scarring stretching from her shoulder blade over shoulder ďšmars the moonflower tattooďš. various scarring over either handâs knuckles. a witchâs mark below maryâs left clavicle, courtesy of lilith.
TATTOOS&PIERCINGS âsamâ and âdeanâ on either of her inner wrists in lowercase gothic font. both sets of fingers read âhvn sentâ in gothic font with the right index ďšthe same hand as âhvnâďš picturing a revolver. on maryâs right arm, a halfâsleeve spanning from shoulder ďšstretching over the back thereofďš to an inch or so above her elbow of moonflowers. a snippet of proverbs 31:10, âwho can find a virtuous woman? for her worth is far above rubies.â in script above the antiâpossession tattoo. a depiction of a stillâfalling lucifer on the right side of her abdomen. moose antler on the same forearm as samâs name in honor of youngest child. angel wings on lower back.
#postâseries canon. #main verse. #exclusive.
in late 2013, the winchesterâs make the harsh decision to migrate north in search of a community beyond state lines; the women and their two sons manage to travel as far as randolph, virginia without real hardship ⸝ and thus recluse themselves within a false sense of security. it balks the last few miles out of randolph during which a group begins tailing them and eventually intercepts. the exchange ends in death: in joanâs death and in most of the groupsâ.
meredith, in an effort to preserve herself, allows the remaining two men to evade her, lingering only to lend joan an easier transition. newly widowed and deeply injured, she presses on with their two young sons. they continue moving north but never reach the rumored oceanside, steadily falling victim to what mary fears could be her wifeâs murderers.
mary wears herself to the bone, unable to evade who she laters learns are a group of saviors⌠with a compound sheâs promised is safe. she inevitably returns with them to the sanctuary wherein she raises her sons ⸝ and gradually earns herself a seat at neganâs table.
@MOTHERSCROSS.
CHOSEN NAME mary winchester.
AGE fortyâfive. [ born 5 december 1981 ].
ORIGIN highlands, north carolina.
LAST SIGHTED in fairfax, virginia. the sanctuary.
PARENTAL FIGURES samuel&deanna campbell.â
SIBLINGS joshua campbell [ & jolene campbell, joshuaâs wife ]. mary macleod [ doppelgänger ].
MARITAL STATUS widowed. âinvolvedâ with @ichordriven.
CHILDREN sam&dean winchester.
AFFILIATION PAST, terminus. oceanside.
CURRENT, negan smith. the saviors.
CRIMES COMMITTED grave desecration, assaulting an officer, grand theft auto, kidnapping, murder, disturbing a crime scene.
TIME SERVED none.
STATUS alive.
FACECLAIM samantha smith.
HEIGHT 5â10â.
EYES blueâeyed.
HAIR blonde.
SCARS offcentered, horizontal scar on her left palm lain nearest the outer side. various scarring over either handâs knuckles. mild scar across nose bridge angled from right brow and reaching atop left nostril, courtesy of negan. general bodily scarring, mostly courtesy of negan.
TATTOOS&PIERCINGS âsamâ and âdeanâ on either of her inner wrists in lowercase gothic font. both sets of fingers read âhvn sentâ in gothic font with the right index ďšthe same hand as âhvnâďš picturing a revolver. on maryâs right arm, a halfâsleeve spanning from shoulder ďšstretching over the back thereofďš to an inch or so above her elbow of moonflowers. a snippet of proverbs 31:10, âwho can find a virtuous woman? for her worth is far above rubies.â in script above the antiâpossession tattoo. moose antler on the same forearm as samâs name in honor of youngest child. angel wings on lower back.
#the walking dead.
the bsaa seek the men of letters in their final hour of need ⸝ more bodies, more guns, more strength. in exchange, the latter are promised their own lives. new names, new places⌠a way to start over if not for disasterâs final strike.
amidst the initial raid, the winchesterâs are split amongst the bsaaâs invading troops. the sworn reunion dissolves as either troop falls to the village and its mutating occupants with the winchesterâs left to survey the remains for one another; the brothers reconvene, in agreement their mother wouldnât be found with the bsaa.
meredith, however, awakes in a bloodâslicked cell with little to no recollection of the events: a pair of others crowd the cell on either side of her, tormenting her almost as much as the lady of the house. itâs from this cell mary gores her way through to alcina ⸝ plucked from therein in a momentâs weakness.
house dimitrescu long grows accustomed to the addition of meredith winchester, lending her its name; and soon, too, her sons⌠but not without bloodshed.
@MOTHERSMARTYRED.
CHOSEN NAME meredith dimitrescu.
AGE thirtyâseven. realistically, seventy [ born 5 december 1954 ].
ORIGIN highlands, north carolina.
LAST SIGHTED in transylvania, romania.
PARENTAL FIGURES samuel&deanna campbell.â
SIBLINGS joshua campbell [ & jolene campbell, joshuaâs wife ]. mary macleod [ doppelgänger ].
MARITAL STATUS widowed. betrothed to @CARNIFEXIA.
CHILDREN sam&dean winchester.
AFFILIATION PAST, the bsaa. the men of letters [ both british and american chapters ].
CURRENT, the dimitrescuâs. mother miranda. house beneviento. the wintersâ.
CRIMES COMMITTED credit card fraud, breaking and entering, impersonation [ fbi, cia, homeland security, cdc, etc. ], grave desecration, assaulting an officer, arson, grand theft auto [ stealing several cars a car ], kidnapping, murder, mass murder, disturbing a crime scene, and more.
TIME SERVED none.
STATUS legally dead.
DATE OF DEATHS 02 november 1983. december 2019.
CAUSE OF DEATHS died in a housefire on 2 november 1983 and resurrected by amara in 2016. snapped by jack kline in december 2019 and resurrected by dean winchester this same month.
FACECLAIM samantha smith.
HEIGHT 5â10â.
EYES blueâeyed.
HAIR blonde.
SCARS offcentered, horizontal scar on her left palm lain nearest the outer side. lacerated scarring stretching from her shoulder blade over shoulder ďšmars the moonflower tattooďš. various scarring over either handâs knuckles. dimitrescu house crest carved upon sternum.
TATTOOS&PIERCINGS âsamâ and âdeanâ on either of her inner wrists in lowercase gothic font. both sets of fingers read âhvn sentâ in gothic font with the right index ďšthe same hand as âhvnâďš picturing a revolver. on maryâs right arm, a halfâsleeve spanning from shoulder ďšstretching over the back thereofďš to an inch or so above her elbow of moonflowers. a snippet of proverbs 31:10, âwho can find a virtuous woman? for her worth is far above rubies.â in script above the antiâpossession tattoo. a depiction of a stillâfalling lucifer on the right side of her abdomen. moose antler on the same forearm as samâs name in honor of youngest child. angel wings on lower back.
#resident evil: village.
on 2 november 2012, nick vaught claimed the life of john winchester and attempted to claim the lives of mary and their children. on trial, vaught confessed to murder, attempted murder, and arson in addition to being the latest statewide threat ⸝ the serial killer mary and the bureau had been investigating before the winchester housefire. despite the death of her husband and the attempt on hers and her sonsâ lives, mary returned to the bureau six months after the fire; to this day, meredith remains a federal agent now located in maryland.
CHOSEN NAME meredith âmareâ winchester.
EPITHET(S) the winchester; det. winchester.
AGE fifty. [ born 5 december 1976 ].
ORIGIN highlands, north carolina.
LAST SIGHTED in frederick, maryland.
OCCUPATION federal detective.
PARENTAL FIGURES samuel&deanna campbell.â
SIBLINGS joshua campbellâ [ & jolene campbell, joshuaâs wife ].
CHILDREN sam&dean winchester.
MARITAL STATUS widowed.
COMPANIONS female longhair dachshund deemed mama. palomino stallion deemed million dollar man.
AFFILIATION PAST, latika desai, carlos. the campbellâs.â millie winchester.â
CRIMES COMMITTED breaking and entering, assaulting an officer, disturbing a crime scene.
TIME SERVED none.
STATUS alive.
FACECLAIM samantha smith.
HEIGHT 5â10â.
EYES blueâeyed.
HAIR blonde.
SCARS offcentered, horizontal scar on her left palm lain nearest the outer side. lacerated scarring stretching from her shoulder blade over shoulder ďšmars the moonflower tattooďš. various scarring over either handâs knuckles.
TATTOOS&PIERCINGS âsamâ and âdeanâ on either of her inner wrists in lowercase gothic font. both sets of fingers read âhvn sentâ in gothic font with the right index ďšthe same hand as âhvnâďš picturing a revolver. on maryâs right arm, a halfâsleeve spanning from shoulder ďšstretching over the back thereofďš to an inch or so above her elbow of moonflowers. a snippet of proverbs 31:10, âwho can find a virtuous woman? for her worth is far above rubies.â in script and centered upon left rib. a depiction of a stillâfalling lucifer on the right side of her abdomen. moose antler on the same forearm as samâs name in honor of youngest child. angel wings on lower back.
#nbcâs hannibal. #the x files. #det. winchester.

CHOSEN NAME meredith âmareâ kelly. john winchester.
EPITHET(S) the winchester. mama kelly.
AGE sixtyâtwo. [ born 5 december 1964 ].
PARENTAL FIGURES samuel&deanna kelly.â
SIBLINGS joshua kelly.
CHILDREN lou kelly.
MARITAL STATUS single.
#wentworth.
HEAVEN SENT.
mary adjusts to a loss of humanity after a hunt gone wrong: a newlyâturned hunter further rooted in being a naturalborn killer.
#true blood. #vampire.
thereâs something about mary.
mary winchester remains remains at large as a series of murders rips through the american hunters ⸝ assumed missing and, at worst, dead. unbeknownst to the winchesterâs, mary stands at the slaughterâs center, wielded ďš unwillingly ďš by the men of letters.
#season 12.
the resurrection of mary winchester ends a betrothal between she and lucifer and deprives her, too, of its memory; the angel circles her, oftentimes cruel in his approach, until finally reminding her their history years after⌠meredith wars with her mind, this newfound love for life, and what could have been with the devil.
#partial rewrite. #lucimare.
though gifted to eldest, a gift is only so long a gift; amara returns meredith bearing the very mark that kept the former âneath lock and key. raised from perdition and sooner stripped of faith and glory, mary is no more the false idol lent to her sons but yet another liability ⸝ hell raised and hellraising.
#season 12.
what is and what should never be.
a widowed mary winchester raised her sons in a shroud of normalcy as was always intended; but with an empty nest, she returns to hunting ⸝ the life and living she spent years hiding from them.
#series rewrite.
in order to protect her boys, mary agrees to lend herself as luciferâs vessel in place of nick ⸝ whose demise came within moments of luciferâs emergence from the empty. her only term was that of her sonsâ lives in exchange for her alone enacting as luciferâs sword.
#season 13.
the winchester martyr matriarch perches at luciferâs side, a devilâmade siren; she often appears to lure individuals, namely men, into flame to claim or reap their souls.
#preâseries. #series replacement.




